It is not the small things that really count, you realise? Of course I have interests I am able to pursue in my free time. I watch dramas, I read about the occult, or whatever topic I wish to outside of my studies, however that is not the same as being able to enjoy the benefits of friendship or [ She pauses. ] ...anything else, for that matter.
...Sometimes when I think about it, I do not wish to go back and that thought terrifies me.
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It is not the small things that really count, you realise? Of course I have interests I am able to pursue in my free time. I watch dramas, I read about the occult, or whatever topic I wish to outside of my studies, however that is not the same as being able to enjoy the benefits of friendship or [ She pauses. ] ...anything else, for that matter.
...Sometimes when I think about it, I do not wish to go back and that thought terrifies me.