[why do you continue to enforce this when he just deserves all the drinks???]
Ichigo-kun.
Just to clarify... I don't really have any strong feelings one way or another about what I've done in the past. "Good" and "bad" aren't objective labels, you know. Though if I were given a label by society, it'd be decidedly "bad". And nothing I do will really change that.
[it's a futile struggle, in other words. but so is surviving when they're all going to die in the end, anyway. so it's more... why not struggle?
he shrugs a bit.]
My friend said something very similar to you. Probably even for the same reason. He knew I didn't care about "doing good" necessarily... but he said it might make me a better man than I was.
[but it's... really hard. okay? he's doing his best and his best is a drunken asshole stuck in a murder school and getting teenagers high and wishes he were dead like 90% of the time.]
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Ichigo-kun.
Just to clarify... I don't really have any strong feelings one way or another about what I've done in the past. "Good" and "bad" aren't objective labels, you know. Though if I were given a label by society, it'd be decidedly "bad". And nothing I do will really change that.
[it's a futile struggle, in other words. but so is surviving when they're all going to die in the end, anyway. so it's more... why not struggle?
he shrugs a bit.]
My friend said something very similar to you. Probably even for the same reason. He knew I didn't care about "doing good" necessarily... but he said it might make me a better man than I was.
[but it's... really hard. okay? he's doing his best and his best is a drunken asshole stuck in a murder school and getting teenagers high and wishes he were dead like 90% of the time.]