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randangonpa2018-03-25 10:09 am
chinhotta) wrote in randangonpa2018-03-25 10:09 am
Trash Squad Day 11 - SECRETS
Are you ready for it?! It's the long awaited final event! This is your last chance to get close before your final dates and the final bonus event!
And, back by popular demand, it's the motive vi—wait, no, not that. Well, I guess you're motivated to build your relationships? That's better anyway.
...Anyway! Check your tablets! You will find you have a few interesting video files! They should be familiar to you! The catch is... if you don't share each one with a different person by nighttime today, they will all be shown to everyone here! We'll have a fun midnight viewing party!
This may seem a bit cruel, but... love is cruel sometimes. Take it as an opportunity to get a bit closer to the people you care about, or everyone will learn a bit more about you! It's win-win when you think about it that way!
[ On your tablets are a minimum of 3 video files! There is no maximum; it's however many you OOCly want to deal with. Each video contains some sort of secret your character has—'secret' loosely defined as anything they would be uncomfortable being thrown up on a big screen in the auditorium in front of everyone. The presentation can be as simple as lines of text with embarrassing facts (Alice wet the bed until she was in junior high!) or as involved as a dramatically edited montage of the murders they committed through their whole life. Your choice!
Each file should be shown to a different person to count as 'shared'. If there is anything they do not manage to, or choose not to, share with someone in particular, comment with a brief description of it over here. These will all be shared publicly in a post which goes up on Thursday before the date announcement post. ]
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SUBMIT YOUR HOT OR NOTS AND DATE RATINGS by 6PM PST THURSDAY.
SUBMIT YOUR UNSHARED SECRETS ALSO by 6PM PST THURSDAY.
And, back by popular demand, it's the motive vi—wait, no, not that. Well, I guess you're motivated to build your relationships? That's better anyway.
...Anyway! Check your tablets! You will find you have a few interesting video files! They should be familiar to you! The catch is... if you don't share each one with a different person by nighttime today, they will all be shown to everyone here! We'll have a fun midnight viewing party!
This may seem a bit cruel, but... love is cruel sometimes. Take it as an opportunity to get a bit closer to the people you care about, or everyone will learn a bit more about you! It's win-win when you think about it that way!
[ On your tablets are a minimum of 3 video files! There is no maximum; it's however many you OOCly want to deal with. Each video contains some sort of secret your character has—'secret' loosely defined as anything they would be uncomfortable being thrown up on a big screen in the auditorium in front of everyone. The presentation can be as simple as lines of text with embarrassing facts (Alice wet the bed until she was in junior high!) or as involved as a dramatically edited montage of the murders they committed through their whole life. Your choice!
Each file should be shown to a different person to count as 'shared'. If there is anything they do not manage to, or choose not to, share with someone in particular, comment with a brief description of it over here. These will all be shared publicly in a post which goes up on Thursday before the date announcement post. ]
Game navigation
SUBMIT YOUR HOT OR NOTS AND DATE RATINGS by 6PM PST THURSDAY.
SUBMIT YOUR UNSHARED SECRETS ALSO by 6PM PST THURSDAY.
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On the screen, a a teen, Ryota, stares in horror at his computer screen. On it are other teens, fellow students it appears, brutally murdering each other. He rushes over to a trash can to vomit in horror and disgust.
Mikan looks a bit younger herself when she pops up, though her expression is...disturbing. A lazy, perverted grin.
"You saw it, didn't you? You can't do that!" Her uniform jacket is off and Ryota scrambles backwards against the desk he'd been working on. Mikan crawls towards him on hands and knees, her tone lustful as she speaks. "She just started making it!"
"Enoshma-san...Is making that?"
"That's right. Made by Enoshima-san...Straight form the production center...It's a fresh Mutual Killing video." Her shirt buttons come undone, her breasts nearly spilling out of them, and she moves closer, nearly pinning Ryota to the desk as she crawls on top of him. She's breathing heavily, as if the horror and despair of it all was a massive turn on rather than horrific. In the background, the screams of dying classmates continues as the video loops.
"Mutual...killing?"
"Yes!" Mikan sits up, straddling Ryota's legs, her expression one of pure lust as she wpes at her drooling mouth. "Everyone on the student council is dead!' And Mikan bursts into wild, pleased giggles, until Ryota shouts out.
"Why!? Why is Enoshima-san making this? Why would she do such a thing!?"
Mikan pauses, staring down at hi in something like disappointment that he's not 'getting it'. "That's because..." She says something, but the audio sees to be missing. But then she smiles and grabs for him again, despite his attempts to pull away, clearly horrified. "Hey, help us out, okay...?"
"No! We can't do this!"
"Oh? We can't do...this...? What can't we do?" She presses her chest against Ryota's, drawing little circles on his chest with her finger. "Do you mean 'that'? Or...Do you mean 'this'?" Her knee moves between Ryota's leg and she sits up excitedly, grinning--
And there's another girl, quite suddenly kicking Mikan away. "Hey! Just because I'm away, don't act like a pig in heat!"
Despite bleeding from the face now, Mikan begins to tremble and laugh at the harsh treatment, like she was enjoying it a little TOO much.
The video cuts off there]
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on the other hand: mikan getting off on murder is also really hot
even if he shouldn't, he has the weirdest boner right now??? he tries to keep his voice calm and measured when he offers his response, though:]
What the hell... was that the killing game that happened before this game?
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She squirms a little and twists her hands into her apron, shaking her head] N-no... Back home, Enoshima-san... She started those types of games. I-I guess the killing game that happened here might've taken inspiration from them...?
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[Just kind of... leans in and squints at her. You're not secretly a demon, are you]
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Besides, she pouts at him. Don't think she didn't notice about you, Akira! Part of her ability is being able to read faces and all. She knows.] B-besides, you... you also...! [Mikan has n o i d e a about the devilman thing rip. She squirms more, pressing her knees together and rather thankful her normal outfit completely hides her figure. It's embarrassing enough to see it on display in a video... At least she's a little more modest now?]
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I don't have that excuse. I'm... [He looks away to his tablet, hesitating for a second. Should he really show her -- or anyone?]
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But then things like this happen that remind her of how good it felt when she'd been much more hedonistic. Despair is a hell of a drug, apparently.]
You're...? [Hey, she showed you her's time to show her your's, Akira.]
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When it finishes, does he add as an explanation:]
... My body merged with a devil's, but my heart is still human. I'm a Devilman.
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Still, it makes her a little breathless to watch the carnage; it reminds her a lot of both the horror movies she loves and the reality she'd lived for years, where blood and violence had been commonplace. It was different, yeah, since she'd been essentially brainwashed into it, but brainwashing didn't account for everything.
She wets her lips with the tip of her tongue and takes in a shuddery breath] Th-that's why... You were asking if I was human...
Ahaha... I suppose, I m-must seem really awful to you then... B-but, even if Akira-san is like this... I still like him. It's alright.
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If you were brainwashed into thinking that way, then... I still like you, too. Becoming a Devilman made me act in ways I never would have, before, so I know how it feels.
[He can't just blame it on Amon, either, when Amon's will is totally repressed. This is just demonic instinct enhancing what he thought and felt already.]
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I was beat up a lot, at home and at school. N-no one would take care of my wounds, so I learned to take care of them myself. After a while, I...just got really good at it. Good enough to be scouted for the academy I went to. Good enough to earn the title of "Ultimate Nurse."
But I was always weak. I guess people could just...sense that, even my own family. My existence was never fogiven, the fact that I existed at all...is terrible.
But Enoshima-san... Enoshima-san was the only one who forgave me for existing. Who made me feel like it was okay. I... loved her more than anything. I thought she was the only one who'd ever like me, love me, forgive me... And she exploited that terribly. Even without the brainwashing, I think I might have become something similar, if only because I was so scared to lose her and be alone again. I'd do anything to keep her.
But... Those things she brought out...Were all the terrible things hidden deep down inside of me. Any sort of attention was wonderful, and pain became pleasure. 'Despair' became...almost like a fetish. It's like...a drug. It's terrible, but it feels so good.
I thought...Maybe I'd shaken it completely, once I'd been 'cleared' of it, but even now, I can't deny those things that still get my heart racing, and I don't know if I hate it or not. I don't know if I should be disgusted with myself and hate myself, or just accept it.
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My friend Ryo... you remind me of him. He's done some terrible things, and he's the one who made me into a Devilman... but he's still my best friend. When I found him, he was all alone, with no memories. Adults were scared of him and never wanted to help him, so... I wanted to be there for him.
[maybe this would be where the penny drops that Ryo is madly in love with him in the same way Mikan became devoted to Junko, given the similarities, but no, that would be giving Akira too much credit. He goes on--]
You don't need forgiveness for existing. And even if you think or do bad things sometimes, that doesn't make you a bad person. You deserve people who care about you, just like anyone else.
[tenatively, he moves to pull her into a hug]
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She wants to believe in these things he says, but it's difficult. Her eyes tear up as well and she whimpers softly as she lets Akira hug her.] Akira-san... [She wraps her arms around him and buries her face into his shoulder, trembling terribly]
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It's okay.